i feel like stabbing myself.thanks
sharon
litang
songping
jiaying
jiayuan
helen
ryan.t
for listening and sympathizing with my HORRIBLE situation.
(but pls abosolute SHHH k)

but seriously, there is no 天理at all. i'm not sent home, i'm not talked to, i'm NOTHING.

so why bother, WHY BOTHER?

i should just go stab HIM(S) instead, maybe it'll make my life easier.